I'm tired of losing people...

I am so fortunate tonight... I live,when do many who have been on my journey do not... Tonight I cry for those who have lost the battle... For those losing it... And guilt ridden in that I won... I survived... I survive... This blog is supposed to be about my new journey...  My new lease on life!!! But every time I here another has succumb to cancer it's like a blow... I used to not cry , I mean really I used to not... Since the cancer I Cry a lot... I have to keep looking forward I mourn the loss and go on... How many times ???

I started something new!

#22kill, #pushupchallenge ... every day veterans are committing suicide,  the pushup challenge is to raise awareness. I have started the challenge. ... maybe someone won't commit suicide after watching the chubby old lady!!! Maybe they will seek help ...

Bad girl,such a sad girl...

So healing great!!! That is actually less the problem now...it is getting my food back on track ... I will get it figured out... and the weather!!! man I am not prepared for this cold !!! I have been doing a lot of inside stuff...I am making progress on the home front and building a website(frustrating and lots of explatives here) not my thing but it should be nice on the other side!!!