Do you??? Am I working hard enough? Am I smart enough? Should I be doing something new? I saw it okay I am not as motivated as I think I would like to be? Why at 54 years old am I still questioning myself? I am a good person! I am a hard worker! I am creative! I am going to be fine!
These are the conversations I have with myself on a fairly regular basis. I know that it is mostly induced by the anti cancer drug I am taking. My oncologist would like me to take an anti depression drug. I understand why. It is unpleasant to feel this way. But to medicate for something a medication did seems counter intuitive.
I am working through this. I will prevail!
After 10 months of dealing with the very annoying process of surviving Breast Cancer (read my other blog A lump in my road) I am moving forward. This blog may or may not have conclusion. I am not a writer. This is like reading in my head. It is bumpy and scary and funny and sad and maybe a little triumphant! I have found it to be helpful. Please feel free to talk to me. Though I am not a combatant I welcome all comers. So buckle up let's see what happens. ...After the Lump!
Saturday, January 28, 2017
Do you ever wonder???
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