Saturday, January 28, 2017

Do you ever wonder???

Do you??? Am I working hard enough?  Am I smart enough? Should I be doing something new? I saw it okay I am not as motivated as I think I would like to be?  Why at 54 years old am I still  questioning myself?  I  am a good person! I am a hard worker! I am creative! I am going to be fine!
These are the conversations I have with myself on a fairly regular basis. I know that it is mostly induced by the anti cancer drug I am taking. My oncologist would like me to take an anti depression drug. I understand why. It is unpleasant to feel this way. But to medicate for something a medication did seems counter intuitive.
I am working through this. I will prevail!

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